Thanks for caring. At the moment I am in a good place and luckily I don't have financial problems. My mental health is getting better thanks to a fixed schedule, sleep, diet, exercise, socializing, and walks in nature. I hope you get better soon, too.

If you want to chat with somebody, let me know.

Careful with trying to generalize personalized insights from therapy! Everyone is different. I believe advice giving (& receiving!) is very difficult to do well, even with people you know personally. For strangers on an internet forum, it is impossible.